There are many times when I was sleeping and dreamt of floating on the sky.
Unable to control, I kept falling, and then falls onto the surface of earth, not sure if it is gravity pulling me, or just my inability to adapt.
It didn’t feel like freedom, more like suffocating in the water when you do not know how to swim.
Like waking up in the morning as a 14 years old, not a child, not an adult either.
A dreadful day.